i this and i that
August 12, 2002, 10:02 pm

i think: about way too many things

i know: that i love him

i want: for everything to be great

i have: nothing like i used to

i wish: it would all go back to normal

i hate: unwanted change

i miss: peter

i fear: death

i feel: bored

i hear: nothing but my fingers on the keys as i type this

i smell: ae perfume

i crave: lovin

i search: for understanding

i wonder: where i go from here

i regret: too many things

i love: peter

i ache: for his kisses

i long: for his touch

i care: far too much

i am not: confident

i believe: in us

i danced: while no one was watching

i sing: while no one listens

i cry: occasinoly

i do not always: think positive

i fight: with my feelings

i write: because theres no one else to tell

i win: at losing

i lose: at winning

i never: understand

i confuse: myself

i listen: to silence

i can usually be found: alone

i am scared: of being alone

i need: you

i am happy about: the good moments

i expect: that things get better

i should: hope

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