dildo!
Alright, yesterday was peters birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU! but he probibly wont read that since hes away untill thursday... :/
So lets see, last night Andrea, Jan, and Sasha came to my house. we all went to players! Jeana, Aja, and Chelsae were there--same with all these people who normally dont go, oh well it was all cool. Then sasha and I were dancing with these 19 year old guys! Totally hotties! oh my gosh! wow! that was so great! right sasha?! lol!
We didnt get to sleep so we all stayed up doing some "shady" girl talk, as the guys would call it. We talked about a lot of things, but mostly guys. it was cool, then we all finally got to sleep at like 6 in the morning and then andrea left at about 1030 and then jan sasha and i woke up around 1130. not much sleep..and right now im really in need of a shower.
sasha and i went for a walk, very fun!! but its soo hot outside, we were so freaking sweaty, it wasnt even funny! well.. we both still are, lol.
not much more to say, peters getting online on saturday, and i guess im looking forward to talking to him.. we need to talk!!
andrea leaves in less than a day! my god im going to miss her like crazy! i hope she has a good time tho!!
im outta here- love always- jes
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well today i ran into something that i didnt like to much, what it is isnt really important, but it has to do with peter. He called me tonite and i told him about it, i was really sad about it after i found it, it even made me cry. i only cried 3 times (so far) today. 2 were because of peter--that thing-- and the other one was because andrea was leaving. right after she left my house, i gave her a hug and just started balling after i saw her drive off..it hit me that she was going to be gone, im going to miss her a lot.
i do love peter