ooOoOoOooOooOOo
Wow, things have been pretty screwed up latley.
basketball started, im on shoffners team. it sucks more then i could ever imagine. i havent had any practices yet, but i emailed the guy incharge of basketball this year and told him that it wasnt going to work for me, and i couldnt be on shoffners team. i wouldnt enjoy it at all.
anyway, on a better side of things, break was good. hung out with fun people and had good times. i got to sleep a lot, which is always good. got to see some family i hadnt in awhile, which was also good. and im in the holiday spirit! i cannot wait for it to be christmas. i just love the snowy atmosphere.
yesterday i was in a very bad mood, for some reasons because of basketball and some because i was geting very angry from my mom and some of peter. i dont know, i shouldnt talk aobut our relationship in here because i mean, its no one elses buisness, but i dont know. its been a little shaky latley i guess. i know now hes going to flip out for me saying that. but i mean, its how i feel so im just coming out and saying it. no holding back. i just wish things with us were more stable and not as much jelousy involved. well not so much jealosy more just like i dont even know the word.
just read jordans update, he was looking back on girls. i was surprized to see my name in there, i guess i didnt know the effect i had on him? yes i know our time together was irreplacable and wonderful, but i guess i just kinda forgot what it felt like. i mean i know ill probibly never get to know what its like to be with him again, but i mean, we did have some really great times. always fun to look back at the times you really tresured.
once again, peters going to get mad at that too.
i really want to play basketball, i just feel so motivated right now. this years going to be harder on me tho, because of my knee being all crazy like it is, and my finger doing i dont even know what, its just going to be more stressful i guess.
i must go, im reading an article in my latest vibe mag about jayz and his life accomplishments. ill probibly update again thursday or friday, if i get around to it.