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You know what, twords my friends, in the past few months since summer has been over, ive really been an ass to them. I dont even know if they consider me their friends anymore.
At the beginning of the school year, I pretty much gave up being friends with some people. For reasons of course but I mean nothing twords them at all. I was pressured to not hang out with them, and hang out with Peter insted. I stuck up for my friends for a while, but then it got worse and I gave up. I dont think that I can say that I have hung out with them all since maybe August.
I gave them up because of what someone else told me. I wasn't strong. I gave into something that I shouldnt have. I still hit myself sometimes now for doing that. I mean now, my cloests friends are Peter Ngoni and Anne and I love them to death, its just that I wish I would have stuck up for my other friends and not just disapeared like I did.
I was a bad friend for all of this, and really if I could I would go back and try and change it, but I cant do that. I just hope that relationships with these people could be restored. I wouldnt even blame them for hating me actually. What I did was wrong.
Id just like to say that I am truley sorry Nicole, Alexa and Chels. Ive had great times with all three of you.
-Chels, we've been goin since 4th grade and I cant thank you enough for all the memories we've had. From poping popcorn on your heater to getting offered money downtown.
-Lex, we had a great summer together, and im sorry to see all those times pass. i never knew what to expect with you, it was great. i hope it can be again to
-Nicole, I cant even being to start. weve been throu everything you can imagine. thanks for sticking with me in my times of need
Sorry to you all.