makes the fellas go
these are the days..
Last nigth was good. I talked to Allison and made plans with her, then talked to Nicole who talked to Chelsae and we all decieded to hang out. I didn't think anything was going to be akward, and it wasn't. We had good times laughing, especially when Chels fell into my newly paved driveway. Hah, always fun.
So my whole idea to not have problems with anyone is going good right? Right, well not actually. Today something happened that made me not happy.
So today I went to the mall with my mom, I was getting some more clothes for when school starts. I figured that Pete was still working, and if he wasn't he had left for Cape Cod. I walk to the store and I see Emily and Adrianne talking to him. I think to myself, "should I go in.. or shouldn't I" I come to the conclusion that I should go in, because I don't want anything bad between anyone, and not that I have anything against either of them, but I was stupid earlier this year twords Emily and I just wanted it to not be akward, and cool between us. So I walk in and they both turn to me, and I try and look pleasent and then I just get these looks that were so not fun that I just look away and not even think about saying hello. Pete comes over to talk, and then my mom comes in and talks to him. I just kind of stood there eating my pretzles that my mom god me. I decided it was deffinatly time to leave, and I said goodbye and tried to smile but I guess it wasn't worth it. I hate akwardness like that. It's the worst. I just wish nothing like that ever happened.
I think I'm going to stop for a week or so with this diary. I need a break, a real one this time.
Pete leaves today untill next Sunday I think. Which I hope he has a great time in the Cape. I'm going to miss him though.
I don't really have anything planned this week, if anyone wants to just chill talk with me and we'll work something out.
Kyle and Grant come next Monday on the 16th. I'm very excited. They're both real awesome and I can't wait to finally meet Kyle and see Grant again after so long and actually talk with him.
I'm satisfied with my schedule, I just have to add driving because, hah, I didn't take it last year because they're dumb and wouldn't let me, and they wouldn't let me in this summer but let like Andrea in and I didn't get it. I was mad but oh well. Allison is going to get into my gym class I think and hopfully she'll get 5th lunch.
I'm just lounging today, I'm to tired to do anything else, and really there isn't all that much to do here. Maybe I'll do the movies tomorrow or something. Who knows-
I'm out of here though, until next time, whenever that might be. Have a good week.