fuck it, it's said and done
It's crazy how in a few minutes I can get so much anger worked up inside me. My mom. Well lets see, thing have been going okay latley, I thought they were atleast. So I had to go over there today, because I had to go to Red Lobster for training stuff and my laptop is in my room. Which i was really happy that I got it back, and I was going to hook it up but i was just to lazy to do it. But anways I go back from RL, and Al and Dev were picking me up to hang out. I told my mom movies or grange fair, and she claims I said nothing about the grange fair, other then Dev wanted to go, whatever. But yeah, so we go to grange, and my mom decided to call Al's mom, AS IF I WOULD LIE WHEN I KNOW SHE CAN JUST CALL LIKE THAT. RETARTED, but anways, yeah then Al's mom calls and is all asking if I'm really there and what's really going on. Then I get home tonight, and my Dad tells me to call my Mom and she gets all stupid like "Why did you lie to me?" and I DIDN'T LIE. WE JUST WENT TO GRANGE FAIR. AND IF SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY DID THAT I HAVE THE FREAKING TICKET STUB TO PROVE IT. IT JUST WASNT THE EXACTL PLANS. I'm so angry right now. Because I know shes going to take my laptop back, and I wont have it back for awhile because I "lied" or some stupid shit like that. I didn't lie. I said grange or movies, I thought movies but that's not what happened, she asked why I didn't call to tell her, and I said because I didn't really think it mattered, because really it didn't. AND SHE COULD HAVE GOTEN AHOLD OF ME IF I HAD MY FREAKING CELL PHONE. Man. I really need to get another one. I HATE THIS. I'm so angry. and I just try calling Pete, and hes on the other line and just doesn't pick up mine to tell me he cant talk or whatever, and I left him a voicemail and hes not calling me back. WHATEVER. I HATE THIS. I'm so angry you wouldn't be able to imagine. Yeah it's something little to be angry about, but just this whole week and a half just gets me so worked up. I hate my family.