beautiful let down
I don't see what other people do influences how your life goes so much. I hate how people get all immature about being mad at other people, but for the life of them couldn't go up to the person and just say "I'm upset at you about this and this" and just talk about it. I'm just going to let it go. It's a waste of time to even read about. Let go of it. Other people will make you mad, it's always going to happen.
"The only true person in life that you can trust is yourself."
That's something to live by. It's the truth, you really can't trust anyone, and it's been proven to me by more then one person in my life. I just think people need to become independent. For ahwile I was the only person that I could count on, not even Peter really. I had a lot of time just to really think about what I wanted. What I needed. I started drawing more, and I'm starting to really focus on school. Right now I'm geting all good grades in my classes, and I just got a high B on my math test. I really think that I need to focus more on school and my passion then just friends. It's not that I don't love all the people in my life, because I do, but I shouldn't have my life dependent on them. I just get frustrated. Because in the end, the only one who will be there for you is yourself.
And now comes the contriversy. "oh my god can you believe she said that." Well shove it down your throat. I don't care what you say about what I write. It's always your choice to read it.
I am finishing up a picture I'm drawing for when I have my showcase at school. I need to finish it up so I can do some more. Until next time.