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ive been thinking a lot latley. im bored with thing. i want to move really bad. not really. i love my friends, but if i have the courage and school was over id leave. bah. nothing to do. break is fun, sleeping in and all, but there's nothing really to do at all.
kyle and grant are comming on wed. and im excited as shit. i talk to kyle a lot, and i cant wait to meet him.
i cant consintrate.
i got stoned last night with alexa and went to a movie. it was funny, and we ate more then you could imagine.
whys eveyone talking about the liz matt thing? i just called it a thing, i apoligize. but for realll whats the big deal? i give her props for being able to handle still being with matt, because i dont know if id have the strength to do that. actually. no i wouldnt. its kind of like me and peter in a way, i did stuff with other people, we werent really togehter though, but hes still here with me. i mean i regret everything that happened because it was not supposed to at all, and i was unconcious for some of it. it's just.. leave her alone.
new years. gota plan to get the cottage with lex and al. man oh man we really gota get together all of us and get this all figured out.
im so tired and its not fun.
i just showered, how exciting. my toes are cold i need some socks.
i cant consintrate. this entry was almost pointless. whatever, its christmas break, i have a break from thinking for real.
i'll try for whatever it's worth