Cast.
Cast.
Myself; I'm a girl who is trying to make it through highschool in one peice. I go hard on myself all the time, and I make myself feel really bad. I hurt myself in many ways. I hold in my feelings, when I shouldn't. It hurts me a lot, and I end up eventually exploding on something because of all the anger inside of me. I want to change this, but I've always been like this, and it's hard to change.
My Mother; She can make me so angry, but a lot of the time she isn't that bad. When she is mad about something, it seems as though she always takes it out on me. I get the blame for a lot of stuff I don't do from her.
Markus; My stepdad. He doesn't try and tell me what to do, and he is normally there for me. He listens and understands somethings my mom doesn't.
Eric/Andy; My brothers. Sometimes they are more annoying then ever, but sometimes they're alright to be around. They're my brothers, I've got to love them, right?
Beege; Step sister. We hang out and have a lot of fun. She is always there for me to talk to, and I can go to her for pretty much anything.
Dad; I don't really talk with him that much, but latley I have been more then before. Ever since some things that happened in my family, I have been avoiding him some. But I'll always love him. I used to be a daddies girl.
Peter; We were together for 1 year and 8 months. He means everything in the world to me, more then anyone else. He is there for me when I have problems, and he is my best friend. Sometimes he makes me really upset and angry, and I don't know what to do. Ever since me and him brokeup, I have been having a lot more problems.
Allison (aka Al); She is one of the best people I have ever met. She is so nice and we always have so much fun. We can get up at 8 in the morning and go to Altoona just for the hell of it. Or end up meeting boys who ended up impacting our lives so much, on a day that we skipped school. I love her to death.
Shelby; We bacame great friends from the start of when we began talking, then something happened and we didn't talk for a few months. Now again we are talking, and hanging out. I think we have things worked out, and I would like to catch up where we left off awhile ago.
Anne; We were good friends, then for awhile we wern't. But now we are again. We always find something fun to do and have such good times. I'm glad we're friends again because I don't know what I'd do without her.
Jordan; We went out in 8th grade for about 2 months. He's a funny guy, and I love being his friend.
Shannon; We were good friends, then we wern't and right now we really aren't either, but I have nothing against her. It's just I'm not to sure what to put here, or even to think. I have yet to talk with her.
Andrea; We were best friends for a long time, untill a fight about something that should have never happened came up. We have a class together, and we still talk. Shes like one of those friends that I don't have to really hang out with much, but she's still there for me. When we do hangout though, it's always something new and fun. I really appriciate her in many ways.
Devon; From Bellefonte, Al and I met him and Jimmy one day. He is Al's boyfriend now, and I see him a whole lot. He's a great kid, I hope him and Al last.
Jimmy; As said above Al and I met him with Devon. We used to have a thing, but that ended fast after a few accidents. We do not talk much anymore other then random calls sometimes that I get from him. It's better that way.
Jacob/Travis/Enzer/Fifi(Dustin); Also other boy's that Allison and I know from Bellefonte. I don't mention them to often, but sometimes I do. They're funny guys.
Nicole; We were best friends in middle school, and then we had a fight, but not we are also talking again and I seem to be around her quite often. I will mention her name more then some of the people on here. She was always a good friend.
Chels/Lex; I treated them like shit when I was with Peter, basically ditched them, but now we are on talking terms, and I'm glad that we are. I hate holding grudges.
Sasha; Just started talking again after over a year, I don't have much to write, other then I hope this not-hating-eachother lasts.
I'm sure that more will come as the years go on.